welcome to the mini hell

where i'll keep the quicker and in no way formatted notes

and they arent (nescisarially) all bad

dude, life is just a loop of sleep, caffinate, roar (the band), dysphoria, repeat. also i whent to type in "hope by ROAR" into spotify and it only read the "ho" at first and reccomended "hot to go"; chappel roan is inescapeable

"so its important to kepe them straight"-my math teacher, accompanied with me laughing

short story shorter, and a continuom of the 9/12 one, dysphoria strikes AGAIN belive it or not

spotify just did me dirty, my daylist was upset self sabatouging monday morning. stop outing me spoitify. they do a better job then my journal at keeping track of my mental state

todays daylist

nov 1, 12:25 so loaded one this time, my schools football team made it to the playoofs so i have to ride an hour away just to be a band slave, i came out to my mom, made a new fired, had like 15 fucking menal breakdowns. a lot of stuff, but im talking to my pediatrician in december about blockers!.